how does it feel to be 24??

I celebrated my 24th boitdey a few days ago. I'm still in denial about it. I keep telling myself I'm still 18 or 21 tops. But 24?? nah! That's almost mid-20s. How'd that happen?? Oh well. I still feel young, and I always get card-ed here anyways so it's all good. haha. I still can't believe I'm 24... in 3 years I'd be 27, I should be engaged by then.. hint hint. ;p

In other news, I'm trying my best to keep myself together despite the loneliness. Sure, I'm thankful for my family and work friends but still, it's different. Waaaaay different. I long for the zsa zsa zsu/ tingles/ kilig moments, which can only be felt when you're physically together with a loved one. My loneliness is palpable. Then again, I chose to be in this set-up so I might as well suck it up. I'd like to believe I'm doing a pretty good job of keeping myself busy so as not to dwell about it too much, but there are still those moments of confusion and uncertainty. And yeah, those suck bigtime.

So how does it feel to be 24? Pretty much as fabulous as I felt when I was 23. lol. Now I'm just rambling. Seriously, it kinda scares me how time flies. At this point in my life everything is still pretty much hazy...too many plans, so few options of getting there. I just take comfort in knowing that somehow things have a way of working themselves out, through Divine intervention perhaps? I hope so. Here's to a wonderful year ahead! *fingers crossed*